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i keep listening to whats going on aroud me and listening to what people say about me; its honestly all very amusing to me but sad at the same time. people do change their views and outlook on life, but there is a fine line between growing up and figuring it out and being hypocritical. i will not let any of you rain on my parade. what i hear will not effect me or bring me down because i know the truth and the expanation for all that you say. even if its true, i have the reasons why and im proud to be the bigger person in these situations. im finally not fucking up, im finally happier than ever, i finally met people that i can share common interests with, i finally met people i can trust and can count on, and i think i finally found out what its like to be in love. i am grateful for it and i dont know what more i could ask for right now. i love staying busy, i love making money that i earned and worked for, then saving it for who even knows what, i love being entertained so easily, i love spending most of my free time with lil guy, i love being high on life, i love tim, i love not giving a fuck, i love being free of drama.