Nightmares
They are getting worse. I haven't updated in so long, this place is alien to me now, but I feel compelled to write in it, even if it's my last entry.
I don't want her to think I'm creepy. I want her to see how much I care, how much pain I'm in.
I don't hate him, I don't. He's my best friend. I'm trying so hard not to hate.
I love her so much, nobody could ever understand. I'm doing everything in my power to show her that, to show her.. I know she still loves me.
The tears always give way to nightmares when I sleep now. Reoccurring nightmares of losing her over and over again. My pain is so great.
I could wait a lifetime for her. A lifetime spent waiting for her to return to me even for a second, is better than a lifetime spent with anyone else.
My love.. is so strong.. I've really done myself wrong on this one. If only I could turn back the clock and fix everything.
I don't want her to think I'm creepy. I want her to see how much I care, how much pain I'm in.
I don't hate him, I don't. He's my best friend. I'm trying so hard not to hate.
I love her so much, nobody could ever understand. I'm doing everything in my power to show her that, to show her.. I know she still loves me.
The tears always give way to nightmares when I sleep now. Reoccurring nightmares of losing her over and over again. My pain is so great.
I could wait a lifetime for her. A lifetime spent waiting for her to return to me even for a second, is better than a lifetime spent with anyone else.
My love.. is so strong.. I've really done myself wrong on this one. If only I could turn back the clock and fix everything.