It's been a long time......
So, I was looking at this today and decided that I probably should update it again since I haven't in a while. The end of the school year went well and now I'm home waiting to go back again. All I'm doing at home is working a few days a week and sitting around the rest because there is nothing to do here. I did get to go down to Dan's a couple of weeks ago which was nice and I'm looking forward for him to come up here. Vacation is in a few weeks which is exciting and this weekend is Festa at church which I am super excited about and I will be working it on Friday like always. That's really been my life in a nutshell.
Now's where I am going to tell you to read the rest at your own risk (if anyone actually reads this anymore) because I have some things that I really have to get down and I know some people who they are directed at might possibly read it here. I have been having a lot of trouble lately trying to get in touch with people from back home. I have tried leaving them messages, calling some of them, im's, and nothing is working. I really want to be able to get in touch with these people becasue they are important to me but I don't know what I did to piss them off. I don't know why they don't want to talk to me and it's making me really frustrated and upset. One in particular is someone who I really want to stay friends with, but I feel like they don't want anything to do with me anymore and that is really upsetting. I feel like any friends I have or had back home don't want anything to do with me anymore. Part of me feels like I have no reason to come home because there is nobody there. I guess I just don't want to give up so easily on people that have been so important in my life. I just can't let go of that so easily.
Sorry about my ranting but I needed to get that out there. I'll try and update this again soon if anybody cares anymore....
Now's where I am going to tell you to read the rest at your own risk (if anyone actually reads this anymore) because I have some things that I really have to get down and I know some people who they are directed at might possibly read it here. I have been having a lot of trouble lately trying to get in touch with people from back home. I have tried leaving them messages, calling some of them, im's, and nothing is working. I really want to be able to get in touch with these people becasue they are important to me but I don't know what I did to piss them off. I don't know why they don't want to talk to me and it's making me really frustrated and upset. One in particular is someone who I really want to stay friends with, but I feel like they don't want anything to do with me anymore and that is really upsetting. I feel like any friends I have or had back home don't want anything to do with me anymore. Part of me feels like I have no reason to come home because there is nobody there. I guess I just don't want to give up so easily on people that have been so important in my life. I just can't let go of that so easily.
Sorry about my ranting but I needed to get that out there. I'll try and update this again soon if anybody cares anymore....