Aug 04, 2004 22:42
i would just like to say my parents are the most fucking ridculous fucks on this planet. they say i need limits and that since i wont set them for myself they need to set them for me HEY GUESS WHAT I SET MY OWN FUCKING LIMITS STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE just because they have no control over their lives doesnt mean they have to put it over mine im so fucking mad right now theres tears boiling in my eyes i hate them so much tonight it was like 9 20 and i wanted to hang out with sarah maribetha nd bridget but for some odd reason i cant hang out with them because i need a night at home EVERY FUCKING NIGHT IM AT HOME YOU FUCKING IDOITS I HAVE TO COME HOME AT 11 EVERY NIGHT AND SIT HERE TIL 3 IN THE FUCKING MORNING WHEN IM FINALLY TIREd just because they go to bed at like 10 at fucking night and dont realize i am home everynight isnt my fault and i shouldnt be punished for it..... theyre allready in bed so why does it matter to them if im home right now? im just keeping them up by playing music.... i dont get why i have restrictions in fucking summer like how i go out to muc... i go out so much because its summer and next year at school is gonna be an even bigger hell oh god i just wanna go fucking get ripped off my ass and just drive and drive and drive and not go home ever im so fucking shit of this gay house i cant even take it anymore... but no my parents wont let me out at night and i hate them for it. they get everyone else in trouble too like kate and bridget and its not even their fault but no they just blame them because they cant take that i would be able to do this shit on my own! I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HTATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM
and for one last time I HATE THEM! OH and they say i dont have responsiblity and im not responsible IF YOU ASK ANY fucking person that knew me theyd say that was the furthest thing from the truth im tthe fucking mostresponsible person ever yeah ok so occasionaly i might like once let loose BUT ITS BECAUSE I WANNA HAVE FUN you fucking idoits. this summer sucks ass and its not fun at all and the sad thing is the school years only gonna get worse... i hate life oh and to make things worse i got hit in the head with a paintball today maybe i should just go shoot myself right now or better yet tjust take the car and drive and not look back