It's too late to apologize

Sep 25, 2007 17:09

I couldn't help myself. I would have said something to him no matter what state I was in. I still don't understand why she had to invite him, but whatever. I had a bit too much to drink and coulda stopped, but I didn't. I'm sorry that he thinks I'm ugly and that I'll never get a guy. I'm sorry he can't be a decent person to either me or her. I'm so done with this though. I don't need to talk about it or to him anymore.

I want to party sometime soon without being shit faced. I love meeting new people, but can't expect myself to grow a friendship with them if I'm not myself.
I wish I was in Santa Monica that night now. I would of had a better time at Hayley's party. I'll go next time.
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