Oct 10, 2005 21:19
i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it...
im tired of being sad and confused. more than anything im tired of feeling lonely. dezz put it in a good way, im tired of missing.
its hard to say it, time to say it...
i love wearing this fur. i think its all i do.
im also designing the lighting for an upcoming show, life x 3. im super scared im in over my head. i dunno what im doing.
2 mos till xmas break *sigh* i want a fire in the fireplace, i want hot tea and mittens and family and frost on windows and candles and xmas decorations and electric blankets and sister giggles, and i want to feel loved.
....hi katja....;)