August 9th, 2013
Hey Journal,
I figured I'd write to you since I started writing in my actual journal but it ended up taking way too long to get any thoughts out. I 'm certainly not as fast with actual handwriting as I am with typing, but I figure it must be that way for most people now. Things have been going quite swimmingly lately! I really have no reason to complain but I might do a bit of that, in fact let's just start off with that because my current complaints are pale in comparsion with the amount of things that are going right in my life right now.
The thing that I've been concerned about lately thought is my actual happiness. I start to think, well am I really happy? I try to think of the things that actually make me smile a real, physical smile and I find that I don't necessarily always feel happy and like life is just going great but when I sit down to think about it nothing's really going BAD, so I must be happy right?
Things with Paula are going well.
I've been working on a lot of photo jobs!
Last night I did have a moment of true happiness where I just felt really grateful for all of the moments from that evening, drinking with my friends and sharing stories about work and how people felt about things that I didn't really know much about.
I figured I'd write to you since I started writing in my actual journal but it ended up taking way too long to get any thoughts out. I 'm certainly not as fast with actual handwriting as I am with typing, but I figure it must be that way for most people now. Things have been going quite swimmingly lately! I really have no reason to complain but I might do a bit of that, in fact let's just start off with that because my current complaints are pale in comparsion with the amount of things that are going right in my life right now.
The thing that I've been concerned about lately thought is my actual happiness. I start to think, well am I really happy? I try to think of the things that actually make me smile a real, physical smile and I find that I don't necessarily always feel happy and like life is just going great but when I sit down to think about it nothing's really going BAD, so I must be happy right?
Things with Paula are going well.
I've been working on a lot of photo jobs!
Last night I did have a moment of true happiness where I just felt really grateful for all of the moments from that evening, drinking with my friends and sharing stories about work and how people felt about things that I didn't really know much about.