Jan 09, 2006 14:35
okayy so im scared.
everythings going exactly the way i planned then to be, and really really hoped and wanted then to be. and sad enough that frightens me, so im gonna get ready for the downfall, and not get my hopes up to high on the situation going on.
i start school tomorrow, officially. i didnt get my schedule cause i went to registar to late so yeaa boo, i have to wait till tomorrow morning i hope i dont get some crappy classes with crappy people, well yea anyways i want to be in newspaper class, NOT yearbook...just cause yea its funner, and maybe for once we can get out a newspaper on time and itll be all cool, fo sho!* well yea anyways, im glad that mostly everythings back to normal, with my friends, and its not gonna be all weird and fiddle sticks. and yea, that friday we went to the zone, was not only fun but comforting, just wished we all could be there...its was like idk nicee. i never thought i would but i miss these girls! and im happy to be there.[vmhs]
alana called me todayy, sweet, made me feel like she was looking forward to seeing me, it felt...nice lol idk i miss her and the way things used to be, but everythings closer to normal now [its scares me] but yea im happy...soo thats all i care about ME BEING HAPPY.
well i have to go and try to keep myself awake, cause i need to go to bed early tonight and yeaa, well for school tomorrow and stuff.
bye
sarahsolizz