people say that you shouldn't post to your journal when your mad.
So I'm not going to. Let me just say that I'm pissed, and feel very hurt and betrayed. So I'm tired of people and helping them and trusting them even though thats my true nature, but I'm done. From now on I'm living completely for myself and my goals and will let very few people in. It's time to start living for myself and what I want instead of wasting my time helping people and feeling bad for people more unfortunate than me. More then likely they deserve the unfortunate shit thats happend to them because of the way they conduct thier lives and their affairs. Karma is a Bitch. So I'm not going to fight back. I'm throwing my hands up in the air and walking away with dignity and being the better person. At least at the end of the day i can go to sleep and not set up wondering raither I'm a person of Character or not. I have a job, I have a wonderful looking Furture with Archaeology, I have a man that loves me and values me that isn't in it just for sex, but more than that I have self respect. I havent fucked up my life and I like who I am. I work for everything I have there for I never have to question wrather or not I deserve it. I dont waste my life away because I'm busy watching tv and being druged out of my head. I dont make up lies to make people feel sorry for me. And I dont have children that will probley turn out to be serial killers. To me it looks like Karma is already on my side. so good ridence to those who have betrayed me. I'm worth more than that and I dont need you.