Measure me in metered lines, in one decisive stare, the time it takes to get from here to there.
i put music in my journal sweetttttt!!
So I thought it was time to update. Let's see.....I can't even remember what I have done this week. Hung out with people, took tests, etc. I ran A LOT this week too..guess i needed to get out all my frustration.
Theres all these construction workers around my house all the time for the new addition...and its really annoying cuz I want to lay out because i'm whiter than white but i would feel kinda awkward laying outside in a bikini with all these freakish construction workers walking around haha. the other day i was getting dressed and i forgot to close my curtain and i didn't realize until after that there were a bunch of guys on the roof right outside my window. haha whoops. i'm sure they didn't mind though.
Well, FINALLY after two more hours today, my days of taking regents are OVER!!!! Ive written more bullshit long ass essays in the last week then like, the week before. So once I finished the test today, there was nothing else to do, so I looked around and started to do that really bored thing where you pick out the pretty boys in the room that you would make out with. There weren't too many of those tho. So that didn't take me too long to do. Then I started to wonder what time it was, like where were the clocks? There was one right behind me, but that was the only one and if I turned around I believe that I would have been attacked by mr.bearup for cheating or something cuz he was right in front of me. after that I just tried to figure out different things that people were wearing and how you could match them. Do you know that at least 15 people in that room had matching shirts? Yeah, I'm glad I wasn't one of those 15, I like to stay as original as possible. I think I only had a half hour to wait at this point and I was really getting bored and stringing different lines of things together and thinking about youknowwho. So that's when I came up with the idea that everything is here for nothing because like, what do you work all this time for doing stupid tests like this just so you get into a good college so you get a good job so you have a happy life but then you die the end. So it's kind of like why bother? I was getting all existential and shit. I guess I have some pretty weird thoughts during tests because there's nothing else to do with yourself then think about the things around you and on you while you're waiting for them to let you out. I'm starting to think I sound kind of weird writing these kinda random thoughts down here and i sound kind of high or something haha, but whatever.
Now all i have to do is go to graduation tomorrow and then it will be officially summer and i'll be off to new jersey. but only for like one day...but still i'm excited because i'm gonna see all these relatives that I haven't seen since like 7th grade. And back in those days i liked really crappy music and had big hair and was just weird so they will probably be like WHOA I DONT EVEN RECOGNIZE YOU! YOURE SO AWESOME!! And plus....i get to see Mel and i haven't seen her since thanksgiving which is PATHETIC! And I'm driving down with Billy not my parents so that will be WAY FUNNER!!! i have the best grammar ever!!!
So I thought it was time to update. Let's see.....I can't even remember what I have done this week. Hung out with people, took tests, etc. I ran A LOT this week too..guess i needed to get out all my frustration.
Theres all these construction workers around my house all the time for the new addition...and its really annoying cuz I want to lay out because i'm whiter than white but i would feel kinda awkward laying outside in a bikini with all these freakish construction workers walking around haha. the other day i was getting dressed and i forgot to close my curtain and i didn't realize until after that there were a bunch of guys on the roof right outside my window. haha whoops. i'm sure they didn't mind though.
Well, FINALLY after two more hours today, my days of taking regents are OVER!!!! Ive written more bullshit long ass essays in the last week then like, the week before. So once I finished the test today, there was nothing else to do, so I looked around and started to do that really bored thing where you pick out the pretty boys in the room that you would make out with. There weren't too many of those tho. So that didn't take me too long to do. Then I started to wonder what time it was, like where were the clocks? There was one right behind me, but that was the only one and if I turned around I believe that I would have been attacked by mr.bearup for cheating or something cuz he was right in front of me. after that I just tried to figure out different things that people were wearing and how you could match them. Do you know that at least 15 people in that room had matching shirts? Yeah, I'm glad I wasn't one of those 15, I like to stay as original as possible. I think I only had a half hour to wait at this point and I was really getting bored and stringing different lines of things together and thinking about youknowwho. So that's when I came up with the idea that everything is here for nothing because like, what do you work all this time for doing stupid tests like this just so you get into a good college so you get a good job so you have a happy life but then you die the end. So it's kind of like why bother? I was getting all existential and shit. I guess I have some pretty weird thoughts during tests because there's nothing else to do with yourself then think about the things around you and on you while you're waiting for them to let you out. I'm starting to think I sound kind of weird writing these kinda random thoughts down here and i sound kind of high or something haha, but whatever.
Now all i have to do is go to graduation tomorrow and then it will be officially summer and i'll be off to new jersey. but only for like one day...but still i'm excited because i'm gonna see all these relatives that I haven't seen since like 7th grade. And back in those days i liked really crappy music and had big hair and was just weird so they will probably be like WHOA I DONT EVEN RECOGNIZE YOU! YOURE SO AWESOME!! And plus....i get to see Mel and i haven't seen her since thanksgiving which is PATHETIC! And I'm driving down with Billy not my parents so that will be WAY FUNNER!!! i have the best grammar ever!!!