So update? I think it's time.....
so i am 3 days till move in. I move in to my dorm apartment on saturday but first i go to Jersey to get the loads and loads of crap i dumped in my wonderful roomates house.
bitter sweet feelings about te whole thing. i found my self venting today without realising it in more than one place. first to my roomate (the wonderful one) over aim. and then, believe it or not, in an email to my grandparents of all places. Ive come to realise that while it will be nice for me and kyle to have our space again, we just sorta figured out how to live with eachother finally. It will be nice to move into the dorms again create my world for the next year, but i also hate the set up of the dorms sometimes. its not a real living situation, no matter how homey you try to make it, it still feels temporary. it will be nice to live with my roomates again but im not excited about living with my building mates again, im not ready for the rest of the school to come back yet, i guess. When i was typing to my grandparents i reaslized maybe i am ready for something new, but im ready now, not in 3 days from now, not in 1 1/2 weeks from now, now. I hate anticipation, i hate waiting, i hate. i guess thats not a very uplifting note to end on, but i should go to bed.
heres a more uplifting note to end on, courtesy of Henry Jacobs. lets all thank him together "thank you Henry Jacobs"
http://www.weebls-stuff.com/wab/fleabag/
enjoy.
bitter sweet feelings about te whole thing. i found my self venting today without realising it in more than one place. first to my roomate (the wonderful one) over aim. and then, believe it or not, in an email to my grandparents of all places. Ive come to realise that while it will be nice for me and kyle to have our space again, we just sorta figured out how to live with eachother finally. It will be nice to move into the dorms again create my world for the next year, but i also hate the set up of the dorms sometimes. its not a real living situation, no matter how homey you try to make it, it still feels temporary. it will be nice to live with my roomates again but im not excited about living with my building mates again, im not ready for the rest of the school to come back yet, i guess. When i was typing to my grandparents i reaslized maybe i am ready for something new, but im ready now, not in 3 days from now, not in 1 1/2 weeks from now, now. I hate anticipation, i hate waiting, i hate. i guess thats not a very uplifting note to end on, but i should go to bed.
heres a more uplifting note to end on, courtesy of Henry Jacobs. lets all thank him together "thank you Henry Jacobs"
http://www.weebls-stuff.com/wab/fleabag/
enjoy.