Summer Girl.
HIMMW part 2 summer girls. No one commented, but important part of my life. Just tagged it, so if I did that right... then please read that first. I should probably re-tell it, but I just read what I wrote and am not sure how I could improve it.
Left out how it ended. One day she got in the back of a car. Never saw nor heard from her again. That was about 20 years ago. I went to the cabins one more time without her. They wouldn't tell me anything other than 'she was sick' which I figured was a lie. My dad sold the cabins and moved to Florida. Her grandma died. Interweb didn't exist yet. You know.
Looked her up at random a few times. Sites all want money and offer info on people that probably aren't the right person. Even friended someone with what the other sites hinted was her married name only to find out it wasn't her.
Ermahfriggingerd! I sent a girl with her name a friend request on Friday. It was her, and she had thought about looking for me... just could not remember my last name at all. Sickening thing is that a year and eight months ago I sent her a message asking if she was the right one out of a hundred people with that name. FB hides messages from non-friends in a vault. I wasn't ready then. The last six months of my life needed to happen first.
She would like to see me again. I am ready now. I always believed that seeing her again would be at the risk of ruining good memories. Most of those memories are gone now. Getting them back slowly. Few things I have gotten from her in messages indicate she felt the same about me. Never would have guessed that.
Only two people on the planet that know this story are alive. Her & me. I needed to tell someone. Can't tell anyone. I was going to tell one person tonight over a game of pool. Bartender Girl told me that he called the bar and said he couldn't make it. More on all of this later.
Left out how it ended. One day she got in the back of a car. Never saw nor heard from her again. That was about 20 years ago. I went to the cabins one more time without her. They wouldn't tell me anything other than 'she was sick' which I figured was a lie. My dad sold the cabins and moved to Florida. Her grandma died. Interweb didn't exist yet. You know.
Looked her up at random a few times. Sites all want money and offer info on people that probably aren't the right person. Even friended someone with what the other sites hinted was her married name only to find out it wasn't her.
Ermahfriggingerd! I sent a girl with her name a friend request on Friday. It was her, and she had thought about looking for me... just could not remember my last name at all. Sickening thing is that a year and eight months ago I sent her a message asking if she was the right one out of a hundred people with that name. FB hides messages from non-friends in a vault. I wasn't ready then. The last six months of my life needed to happen first.
She would like to see me again. I am ready now. I always believed that seeing her again would be at the risk of ruining good memories. Most of those memories are gone now. Getting them back slowly. Few things I have gotten from her in messages indicate she felt the same about me. Never would have guessed that.
Only two people on the planet that know this story are alive. Her & me. I needed to tell someone. Can't tell anyone. I was going to tell one person tonight over a game of pool. Bartender Girl told me that he called the bar and said he couldn't make it. More on all of this later.