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so in the past 4 days ive watched 24 episodes of the OC Season 2
this is depressing
i havn't been myself lately and i dont know whats wrong or how to change it
im getting more and more frustrated with myself with soccer
im trying i really am...and then boom, my calf starts acting up again and its almost like i ask myself why bother
its almost like my injuries inflict pain when my self confidance is at its lowest
and i dont know how to fix it.
its been just about 2 weeks since you left
i miss you like crazy, but i know ur off having the time of ur life
so im glad
you never really realize how lucky you are until you lose what you had
university starts on tuesday...yikes
we're really growing up.
it seems like yesterday i was freaking out about graduating junior high
i was cleaning out my room yesterday
realizing how much ive changed these past few years
i cant really see it now
but i did last night.
in a way i dont want summer to end
but just the same, i can't wait for the new year to start
until then...who knows
..and i dont want the world to see me,
cuz i dont theink that they'd understand
when everythings made to be broken,
i just want you to know who i am