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I dont i have ever been made feel as shitty as my team made me feel today. We had our first home game. We lost 3-1. We got one PK and i almost stopped it. But the entire game my defensive line told me "if you had done this" "if you hadnt done that" "you should have" "you need to"
I got pissed!
look its bullshit to have the 4 players in front of you RIDING YOUR ASS the entire game. Nothing i did was good enough. I think i remember 2 compliments from the defensive line but they were followed by the girls trying to tell me how to play my position. It was bullshit! As a team when you do something your suppose to come and build eachother up, not make your goalkeeper feel like shit. The ball had to get through 10 OTHER PEOPLE before it even gets to me. What the fuck were they doing?
I stopped talking halfway through the game. I knew if i kept talking i would say something i would regret later and nothing i said helped anyway. Its bullshit.
I have HATED pretty much every team i have been on. But no team has ever made me feel like i did today. NONE.
I was so angry I was to the point of tears. When i get PISSED ill cry. Just because yelling and screaming doesnt get you anywhere and holding it in just lets it stew and buildup even more. I walked off the field and was talking to one of the captains and almost was crying I was soooooooo pissed off.
I talked to my coach after the game and he said he would take care of it.
I just wonder if it is going to cause more drama.
Fucking girls.
me
I got pissed!
look its bullshit to have the 4 players in front of you RIDING YOUR ASS the entire game. Nothing i did was good enough. I think i remember 2 compliments from the defensive line but they were followed by the girls trying to tell me how to play my position. It was bullshit! As a team when you do something your suppose to come and build eachother up, not make your goalkeeper feel like shit. The ball had to get through 10 OTHER PEOPLE before it even gets to me. What the fuck were they doing?
I stopped talking halfway through the game. I knew if i kept talking i would say something i would regret later and nothing i said helped anyway. Its bullshit.
I have HATED pretty much every team i have been on. But no team has ever made me feel like i did today. NONE.
I was so angry I was to the point of tears. When i get PISSED ill cry. Just because yelling and screaming doesnt get you anywhere and holding it in just lets it stew and buildup even more. I walked off the field and was talking to one of the captains and almost was crying I was soooooooo pissed off.
I talked to my coach after the game and he said he would take care of it.
I just wonder if it is going to cause more drama.
Fucking girls.
me