hmm..
so today bright and early game in the middle to nowhere, except not really...no mall..plaza...lost the first game, actually u kno how i like my rants..here's the beginning of one. were tied with this team who is one of the better teams...but today with one of the slowest pitching i've seen thus far...could not hit worth a crap...then last inning, decided to be the biggest spaz and make a simple throwing error, short, softly hit grounder right in front of me...fielded it with no problem, but then threw it into the ground. oh yeah, that would have ended the inning, then we preceded to make a couple more so-called "silly" errors...they score a few runs, we lose, u know how it goes...*sigh*
btw got hit in the head with the ball..so overall good day so far
next game a little better, win that one..get my first hit in i don't even kno how many games..rbi three, then walk and score...i like running those bases, there's something about it..hmm.
and that's pretty much my day...missed people tonight, glad u had a good time..u kno who u are..hehe...and then there's others that will remain unnamed...tonight gave me some time to think, and i realized that i don't really think about too much, certain things have been on my mind...certain thoughts and ideas floating around..but no good can come from that...i've decided today after various events that i don't like me, i don't like how i act or how people respond to me at certain times, therefore i think i'm gonna try to just stop..and just stop..i don't even know why i write..i guess its just an outlet, and even though people read this...it just doesn't seem as real, that doesn't even make any sense. u know what? just ignore me...i doubt it'll be that hard...hmm..prob some more blabbering tomorrow...who knows?
btw got hit in the head with the ball..so overall good day so far
next game a little better, win that one..get my first hit in i don't even kno how many games..rbi three, then walk and score...i like running those bases, there's something about it..hmm.
and that's pretty much my day...missed people tonight, glad u had a good time..u kno who u are..hehe...and then there's others that will remain unnamed...tonight gave me some time to think, and i realized that i don't really think about too much, certain things have been on my mind...certain thoughts and ideas floating around..but no good can come from that...i've decided today after various events that i don't like me, i don't like how i act or how people respond to me at certain times, therefore i think i'm gonna try to just stop..and just stop..i don't even know why i write..i guess its just an outlet, and even though people read this...it just doesn't seem as real, that doesn't even make any sense. u know what? just ignore me...i doubt it'll be that hard...hmm..prob some more blabbering tomorrow...who knows?