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It needs to be winter break NOW!!! it's so close. so this weekend was pretty good i guess....did some kick ass bowling, unfortunatly i lost my captain spot to erin...i mean, she deserved it...the least i can do is take that loss graciously...i know, really unlike me right?? meh...i figure its about time i change my self...cause obviously i need some help in that department. watched dodgeball and just hung around...that i quite a funny movie...
got some college work in and done, i'm glad most of its done, but really i don't feel that horrible wrenching pain in my stomach getting any smaller. made some bucks saturday...i mean i guess that's always good.
sun-practice, hit oh lets say 200 balls (oh they were baseballs, so that was fun and interesting)....my hand kinda hurts, but can't complain i guess...i really don't think i've earned the right to complain, yet that has never stopped me...
the boat parade ended my weekend, and it was awesome...i was SOOO freakin cold but so much fun, i love singing Christmas music. the ashe's are awesome, people really thought we were crazy..but oh so fun...
so kinda upset with myself about some stuff...if u don't know what its about...it prob doesn't concern u, be happy about that...but really i learned that i'm just not a nice person and i really do need an attitude ajustment, but its something that i've been my whole life and i'm sincerly making a conscious effort after all these years...i doubt its even gonna matter, but i can't not try because some things mean too much to me and i'll just leave it at that...i'm gonna try so hard to stop being the root of problems...but trying before has gotten me nowhere..so i guess we'll see, but the one thing i know is i do not want to ring the new year in on the wrong foot...and i'm gonna stop being selfish and bratty and put on my happy face...cause really me being trying to be truly 100% happy will never happen and ends up making me more miserable.
got some college work in and done, i'm glad most of its done, but really i don't feel that horrible wrenching pain in my stomach getting any smaller. made some bucks saturday...i mean i guess that's always good.
sun-practice, hit oh lets say 200 balls (oh they were baseballs, so that was fun and interesting)....my hand kinda hurts, but can't complain i guess...i really don't think i've earned the right to complain, yet that has never stopped me...
the boat parade ended my weekend, and it was awesome...i was SOOO freakin cold but so much fun, i love singing Christmas music. the ashe's are awesome, people really thought we were crazy..but oh so fun...
so kinda upset with myself about some stuff...if u don't know what its about...it prob doesn't concern u, be happy about that...but really i learned that i'm just not a nice person and i really do need an attitude ajustment, but its something that i've been my whole life and i'm sincerly making a conscious effort after all these years...i doubt its even gonna matter, but i can't not try because some things mean too much to me and i'll just leave it at that...i'm gonna try so hard to stop being the root of problems...but trying before has gotten me nowhere..so i guess we'll see, but the one thing i know is i do not want to ring the new year in on the wrong foot...and i'm gonna stop being selfish and bratty and put on my happy face...cause really me being trying to be truly 100% happy will never happen and ends up making me more miserable.