Turkey Day!
So thanksgiving 2004 has come and gone. i can't believe it's our last thanksgiving as high schoolers. i can't believe how many lasts we're gonna have...its still surreal
spent the weekend in nj at my cousin's and the break was nice. i guess i'm thankful for stuff...i mean thankful for family and health and all that good stuff..but that's pretty much it...
got umcp done and sent this weekend...one plus...and another- got hooked on the OC this weekend, i see how it can be so addicting, the drama, the suspense....i must finish...i'll find a way. all that oc watching kinda bummed me out though, yet another reminder that i have no one, that i never have and never will...it sucks to be alone especially with the holidays around the corner... i mean i won't let it get to me too badly, i just like to vent every once in a while... w.e next year (if all goes as planned) i'll be in school and hopefully my luck will change. its just hard not to have anyone and having almost everyone around me so damn happy
i'm going to enjoy my senior year with my friends and be happy...that or be bitter and alone in a corner, either way is fine by me....*sigh* oh well
i'm ready for that snow and for 2nd semester...how many days?? i can make it
spent the weekend in nj at my cousin's and the break was nice. i guess i'm thankful for stuff...i mean thankful for family and health and all that good stuff..but that's pretty much it...
got umcp done and sent this weekend...one plus...and another- got hooked on the OC this weekend, i see how it can be so addicting, the drama, the suspense....i must finish...i'll find a way. all that oc watching kinda bummed me out though, yet another reminder that i have no one, that i never have and never will...it sucks to be alone especially with the holidays around the corner... i mean i won't let it get to me too badly, i just like to vent every once in a while... w.e next year (if all goes as planned) i'll be in school and hopefully my luck will change. its just hard not to have anyone and having almost everyone around me so damn happy
i'm going to enjoy my senior year with my friends and be happy...that or be bitter and alone in a corner, either way is fine by me....*sigh* oh well
i'm ready for that snow and for 2nd semester...how many days?? i can make it