Oct 15, 2004 19:33
i'm really bored right now and i should be doing my college crap, but i'm not...
i've been thinking about a lot of things, not just college and stuff i mean...its senior year and i really just want to make the best of it...
yesterday i shot a spider in half and then andrew almost blew up my car, his car, and erin's house...it was good times..i also went squirell hunting but didn't even see one, it was sad. then we took a nice long walk..i like walking, some juggling and singing...we walked to heather's then we walked to chelsea's, it was good...sleep is also good...i love my friends, but they're still that one thing missing and i'm not gonna say i don't wish i had it...*sigh* oh well, i mean its not the most important thing in the world
i really wish i could just be more honest and truthful with others along with myself...but that's not one of my assets, and i've managed to live with it for 17 years..what's one more? i mean i really don't kno what to do, i guess i could just complain about it some more.. i mean that always works...its fine it'll work itself out and if not, then i can't miss what i've never had....i'm really just confused and i have a feeling it'll stay that way for a while...
its a three day weekend! that's one plus to this weekend....