birthday

[sportybabe243]

so only a few more minutes in my birthday. so i had to at least mention it. so last night after my game, i went to laurel and played some pool, that was fun, spent the night in burtonsville, which by the way has absolutely nothing in it, watched 50 first dates...it was ok, drove back this morning and then went to camp. got some "special" brownies,

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[sportybabe243]

wait just one minute, in no way did i say that i was taking it out on u, if it feels like that than sorry. i'm sorry that i have camp, i'm sorry that i have softball, but without that i really don't have anything. AND tell me when the hell i said i wouldn't come over for an hour to plan it? please tell me when i said that, i call yesterday like u told me too, and its we're washing cars right now. AND are u really kiddin me? It's my lowest priority?? I don't want to fucking hear anything about that. You know nothing of my priorities right now, u know nothing that is going on. So i really don't want to hear it from you, you really do not have that right at the moment. Bullshit..u're gonna tell me what's bullshit? And u really want to talk fair? How much of ur crap have i been through, and i'm sorry that its not fair to u, but so much is unfair that i don't even want to get started. Don't tell me what i do and don't fucking care about, i care about u and those that care about me more than u can kno and it hurts that u could say that. If ur wasting this much energy on it tho, then just forget about it, cuase i'm really not worth all this energy and obviously i'm cause more trouble than i'm worth, so just go do what u want and forget about it. so don't waste any energy on me, but don't think u know what's going on, cuase right now u know nothing about me and what's going on, and u shouldn't make it ur problem, it'll save u a shitload of energy not worrying about it.

[beck720]

you're right. i'm dumb. i don't know. i write things when i am emotional and feeling shitty and post it, only to realize what a dumbass i was upon reading it later. i'm sorry. i'm gonna keep my mouth(?) shut... yea..<3<3