I've been listening to way too much atmosphere

May 10, 2008 17:31

What a feeling to be worthy of my words
To be worthy of my tears and fears and to change my ideals
To sweep my away from what I know and who I love
And show me I know nothing of that word without you
You define it and redefine how I define myself
Leaving my stunned and drained by your consuming game
To be understood in ways that nobody else could
And to feel your fingers flutter over me
What a feeling, to be dreaming with you
Waking up undressed next to you
Your warmth keeping me too close for your own comfort
Yet you're the one who pulls me closer
Whether or not you're confused
Your touch on my cheek makes me weak
And I fall into your arms, because you never fail to catch me
Make up your mind, just so I can sway your center of gravity again
Sapphire, indigo- shading you wherever you may go
You strum that guitar and just wait for my disposition
Because finally, you'll have something real to sing about
My energy, vivacity, unstable reality is something to sing about
And when you let me go for that final time
You'll never stop missing me for that
You're cursed by my curves as I am of yours
Taking exits again and again- letting your music flow through me
You are elemental and I am evangelical
The point being- lost again while I'm weeping
Because somehow we've failed to connect again
But I have hope for us yet! She said once again
And once more she ignored the facts
We could be a divine masterpiece of beating the odds
Of beating what you've made up your mind about
Of beating what I'm creating to sooth myself
I wrote you a letter confessing the weather
And how the weather controls me the same way you hold me
Day after day, sunny days, rainy days, sweaty days, crazy days,
Running through town as fast as a memorized maze
I have you memorized too in many ways
My puppy brown bag eyes look harder at me
And my reason and voice breaks with your gaze
I'm on trial for treason just because i'm listening to my mind
And my mind I can't make up or break up
Solidify or seperate, so I'll just let it flow
I'll flow to grow and soon, i'll have something to show you
I always have something to show you though
Wishing you could see what I see
The beauty, divinity, shear serendipity
Of life through my oceanic eyes
But blue in me shines differently in you
So let me shade it for you
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