hello
well this is officially my first entry... cant say id ever think i would have done this. since everyone elses pages went to hell all the time, i dont want mine to also.it is rather weird that im talking to myself. I finally get highspeed internet. no big deal to anyone else, just like all other things here my familys a few years behind everyone else electronic wise. but thats kickass. Its weird how my dad is, just out of no where, i never said a word, he comes out of the blue and starts talking about getting highspeed internet in april. awsome. were getting sbc, their supposed to be sending a modem too, there supposed to be sending 100$ worth of stuff,,thats cool,,, . im not sure if i should quit band completly or stay in one of the two bands im in now for college. im getting kinda burnt out on band. its been 10 years now. im sure no one will really read my entries, no one really cares about whats going on. except for a few. but oh well. i just learned im 7 classes away from a degree and 2 away from a certificate in carpentry. wow im actually going to be getting a real job. it has come to my attention that i am a loner.. simply put im a loner that needs companionship.. i cant work with anyone, i dont know why,, i want to fit in and have fun but i always end up in a fight with the people i work with.. and for nothing at all too.. all i do is do my work and keep to myself,, unless im with a friend, hell i even do more than my share of work. and when i decide that im going to take a break and slack off like everyone else i get bitched at, then i get pissed and then all hell breaks loose. i just wish i could be left alone when at work.. i dont mind having fun,, hell no not at all. but its just that i always get in a fight somewhere, PRF,carpentry class in highschool,carpentry class in college. im a damn good worker, none of the bosses have any trouble with me, im always looking for something to do.. but then some asshole has to come by and screw everything up. damn i hate those fuckers..i love the song Boulevard of Broken Dreams, it suits me perfectly jobwise. -----------
"I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone"
"My shadows the only one that walks beside me"
" Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone"
====yeah thats my work life,, always on my own but still searching for a decent friend.i cant complain that im a loner when im talking jobwise, i like being on my own, doing what i need to do then leave, carpentry is great for me if i can find a good job that pays continuously and i can work alone (which thers quite a few jobs like that in the field) no song can get me out of a bad mood like Re-Align,, now thats awsome shit right there... i cant have a first post with out my soon to be fiance',,, my one and only, my better half, lol for all those out there thats actually reading my posts and dont like mushy things you can turn your head and cough now because im gonna be talkin about my babe for a min. i love this girl to death, ever since we met infront of bobbys house weve clicked. ever since i went to her house on a bike at 11 at night in the fog weve never parted more than 24 hours. some people say "wont you two ever get burnt out on being around eachother every day" apparently not lol.its been two years almost and were still going as strong as ever. weve had so many good days and so many fun experiences. its great. good times good times.i feel that we have true love.. actual true love,, none of that falsified true love people talk about that ends up ending,(seriously not directed at anyone at all),, we have a very true, romantic,respectful, spontanious, fun, understanding, caring relationship. we always know when the other is down about something, even little things, of course weve had our little spats, but we talk threw them and a few min later were back to our old selves. happier once again. thats the key is learning to anticipate and learn each others feelings.. knowing when to stop and or knowing when to continue. most importantly having fun. even when your broke lol. ====mkay im done===lol=====i can be very thougtful and creative with my words when im relaxed,, ive listened to damn near everyone and ive learned alot of interesting things.. if only people would give me a chance i can come up with some great advice or sayings about life..oh well,, i guess its nice to type about whats on your mind.. i might continue with this..i just dont want alot of crap happening on here too. it is a journal and i believe that journals are ment to be kept secret. i guess i just want to join in the croud too lol,, i dont do that much thats for sure,,, this is probably the most ive ever typed or written about anything in a long time.. hmmm i wonder if i can think of anthing for later posts
well as for me
"screw you guys, im going home."
lol
-Bostick
"I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone"
"My shadows the only one that walks beside me"
" Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone"
====yeah thats my work life,, always on my own but still searching for a decent friend.i cant complain that im a loner when im talking jobwise, i like being on my own, doing what i need to do then leave, carpentry is great for me if i can find a good job that pays continuously and i can work alone (which thers quite a few jobs like that in the field) no song can get me out of a bad mood like Re-Align,, now thats awsome shit right there... i cant have a first post with out my soon to be fiance',,, my one and only, my better half, lol for all those out there thats actually reading my posts and dont like mushy things you can turn your head and cough now because im gonna be talkin about my babe for a min. i love this girl to death, ever since we met infront of bobbys house weve clicked. ever since i went to her house on a bike at 11 at night in the fog weve never parted more than 24 hours. some people say "wont you two ever get burnt out on being around eachother every day" apparently not lol.its been two years almost and were still going as strong as ever. weve had so many good days and so many fun experiences. its great. good times good times.i feel that we have true love.. actual true love,, none of that falsified true love people talk about that ends up ending,(seriously not directed at anyone at all),, we have a very true, romantic,respectful, spontanious, fun, understanding, caring relationship. we always know when the other is down about something, even little things, of course weve had our little spats, but we talk threw them and a few min later were back to our old selves. happier once again. thats the key is learning to anticipate and learn each others feelings.. knowing when to stop and or knowing when to continue. most importantly having fun. even when your broke lol. ====mkay im done===lol=====i can be very thougtful and creative with my words when im relaxed,, ive listened to damn near everyone and ive learned alot of interesting things.. if only people would give me a chance i can come up with some great advice or sayings about life..oh well,, i guess its nice to type about whats on your mind.. i might continue with this..i just dont want alot of crap happening on here too. it is a journal and i believe that journals are ment to be kept secret. i guess i just want to join in the croud too lol,, i dont do that much thats for sure,,, this is probably the most ive ever typed or written about anything in a long time.. hmmm i wonder if i can think of anthing for later posts
well as for me
"screw you guys, im going home."
lol
-Bostick