Jul 31, 2006 23:29
I'm not sure how I feel about life right at the moment....
I feel relieved, and deep down I feel like I did the right thing, cause that feeling of mistrust has always been there, and I've just ignored it. I do miss him tho... a complete break up is never easy. Even if he didnt do anything that he supposedly did, the fact is I dont trust him, and there's no point in a relationship if you dont have trust.
I'm working 3 jobs right now... you'd think I'd be loaded... I'm not.
I've been a very bad girl, spending lots of $$$ on clothes and such.
Erin and I for sure got the apartment, we move in August 26th, and I have to have $503 by then... better start savin my pennies.