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i cant sleep.... it feels early....
I got back from work at 9:30... longest 5 and 1/2 hours of my life, apparently we're insanely slow on sundays... cool. Came back, changed went to matties and ate a salad, then watched TV in there til like 11:30 came back to the room checked to see if i had math hw due, i dont, and went to bed. I tried to fall asleep for like 30 minutes but couldnt, so i just came on the computer.
It kind of makes me want to find someone that doesnt know about my past.. I want to leave it there cause that's where it belongs... in the past. I've made mistakes, but they're done with... I dunno, I just.. I get so mad and offended when he doubts me, but it's not like i dont understand why he feels the way he does, and it's not like i trust him completely either... I've changed a lot over the last year, and even more over the last couple of months... I've grown, and I see it, i dont care if you do, but I know what kind of person I am now, and that's all that matters
I got back from work at 9:30... longest 5 and 1/2 hours of my life, apparently we're insanely slow on sundays... cool. Came back, changed went to matties and ate a salad, then watched TV in there til like 11:30 came back to the room checked to see if i had math hw due, i dont, and went to bed. I tried to fall asleep for like 30 minutes but couldnt, so i just came on the computer.
It kind of makes me want to find someone that doesnt know about my past.. I want to leave it there cause that's where it belongs... in the past. I've made mistakes, but they're done with... I dunno, I just.. I get so mad and offended when he doubts me, but it's not like i dont understand why he feels the way he does, and it's not like i trust him completely either... I've changed a lot over the last year, and even more over the last couple of months... I've grown, and I see it, i dont care if you do, but I know what kind of person I am now, and that's all that matters