Jan 03, 2005 22:25
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!! Yes I realize the new year was like 2 days ago but it kinda wasn't for me! Well this is a new year and after all that has happened to me this past weekened tonight was just all made better! After everything I dealt with and just EVERYTHING..... Its all ok because God is with me. and I know that.... I've always known that but its almost like I felt him there tonight.
Hey guess what! I have nothing to be ashamed of this is a new year, its going to be a good year. everything is the past.
My Dear Friends I don't think I would be here without you, I don't know how to thank you so much for putting up with all my shit, and everything! this year, no more cutting my wrist, no more not eating, not this year, not ever again I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nothing is perfect right now, nothing is ever perfect.... sometimes things might feel perfect... but they don't right now.... I'm dealing with a lot.... but everything will be ok because I got my friends, I got God, and God would never put me or any of you through anything you couldn't handle it might be harsh and it might be hard, but hes there and you've gotta be thankful for all the bad, because it wouldn't make the good things worth while!
I'm here for anyone who calls my cell! Its always on and I always wake up to it so give it a ring if your need!
" I can do EVERYTHING by the power of Christ. He gives me strength" -- Philippians 4:13
♥Em
Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the company of all who love the King
I will dance, I will sing
It could be heavenly
Turn the music loud,
lift my voice and shout
From where I am
From where I've been
He's been there with me
He's built a monument
His very people
So let his people
Sing, sing, sing
And it's so wonderful
Just to be here now
Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the company
Of all who love the King
Praise Him under open skies
Everything breathing praising God
In the company of all who love the King
Let us dance, let us sing
It could be heavenly
Turn the music loud and sing
Lift your voice to heaven
Lift up your head and sing
To the One who gave his love
This is our offering
Lift your voice to heaven
Lift up your head and sing
To the One who gave His son
Here our lives we bring
From wherever you are
Wherever you've been
He's been there
So let his people sing
And it's so wonderful to be here now
Wherever you are wherever you've been
He's been there