its that time of the year
Well, it's that time of the year ladies and gents: December. God I LOVE this month. Christmas baby! Semester ends and its no classes for awhile. I don't go to all of mine anyways, but still. It's December. God I fuckin HATE this month. Everyone all lovey dovey while i am single, as it always seems to be the case around christmas, with the exception of once. People dating others, good people dating assholes, bitches dating good people, and an occasional great couple now and then. All the joy and all the merriment... and me. Always the good friend to run to when people get hurt, but never the one to run to for love. Anyways, I wanted this post on the first of december but i didnt get to it. So before I go to bed (getting up at 5am for work), i wanted to post a few thoughts and some december song lyrics. Anyways, been a bad day today both physically and mentally. I sliced a huge chunk off my thumb today at work. It wasn't thick, but it was a long piece. It's kinda like peeling (deskinning) an orange. It hurt. So that was the physically part. The mental part won't be said in great details on here, because sometimes I just do not feel like the entire world of lj users reading my stuff. So this is one of those days. Anyways, I am off now.. work coming very early so i need sleep. Nite! Kimmy, have fun at your party! Sorry I had to leave early for work.
My December By Linkin Park
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
Collective Soul - December
Why drink the water
from my hand?
Contagious as you think I am
Just tilt my sun towards
your domain.
Your cup runneth over again.
Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Why follow me to higher ground?
Lost as you swear I am.
Don't throw away your basic needs,
Ambiance and vanity.
Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Just spit me out
December promise you gave unto me
December whispers of treachery
December clouds are now covering me
December songs no longer I sing
December promise you gave unto me
December whispers of treachery
December clouds are now covering me
December songs no longer I sing
Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out
Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Try to spit me out