reunited and it feels so good
its been like a month plus a few weeks since ive written anything...
so much has happened in my opinion
both good and bad.
i keep changing everyday and i cant decide if its good or not.
im still holding onto stuff i should be letting go.
i lie everyday to some of my closest friends but
really its one big continuous lie.
i just cant be honest about this
not yet atleast.
i got to see ashley this past weekend
and it was great to see her.
like shaina said when the 3 of us got
together we left off like nothing happened
no weirdness or anything
such good memories though.
i love hanging with shaina & ashley.
it definitly made me miss high school tho. :/
i went to florida for spring break.
daytona beach is soo pretty.
i loved it there. the beach the sun
the everything. lol
i would love to go back and hopefully soon.
i still think about you every damn day.
and it hurts more and more every
damn day. some people just dont
understand i forget just like that.
there are reasons as to why and im
just not comfortable explaining them
quite yet. only one person knows exactly
how im feeling and why. more than
anything i just want to talk it out with him
but i doubt that will happen. i really just
want to forget too. it just flat out sucks.
hmm lets see.
i love love love how close kelli and me
have gotten. shes really my best friend. :]
ive been called a workaholic alot recently.
im not sure how i feel about that. like part
of me agress and part of me doesnt. yeah
i do have 2 jobs and i do work alot of hours
but i think in the long run really its making
me a stronger person. yeah i have my days
where it gets kind of crazy and i cant always
do stuff cuz im working. but i figure out ways
to still have fun. and im living my life the
way i want too.
honestly i love how my life is going. yeah
there is some shit in my life i dont like but
if i take away those few things everything
is going pretty damn well. if i save my money
how i should save it. ill be able to afford school
and when the time comes ill have money for
a car. cuz really when i think about it ive only got
like a year & half to save enough money for car
and i really want to have a jeep still. i just need
to be more aware of the money i spend each day.
my first year of college is almost over. only 11 more
days and im done. still trying to figure if im going to
take a spring/summer class. I need to figure that out
soon. i looked today but ive got some questions so i
need to make an appointment with an advisor at Macomb
to figure it out.
so much has happened in my opinion
both good and bad.
i keep changing everyday and i cant decide if its good or not.
im still holding onto stuff i should be letting go.
i lie everyday to some of my closest friends but
really its one big continuous lie.
i just cant be honest about this
not yet atleast.
i got to see ashley this past weekend
and it was great to see her.
like shaina said when the 3 of us got
together we left off like nothing happened
no weirdness or anything
such good memories though.
i love hanging with shaina & ashley.
it definitly made me miss high school tho. :/
i went to florida for spring break.
daytona beach is soo pretty.
i loved it there. the beach the sun
the everything. lol
i would love to go back and hopefully soon.
i still think about you every damn day.
and it hurts more and more every
damn day. some people just dont
understand i forget just like that.
there are reasons as to why and im
just not comfortable explaining them
quite yet. only one person knows exactly
how im feeling and why. more than
anything i just want to talk it out with him
but i doubt that will happen. i really just
want to forget too. it just flat out sucks.
hmm lets see.
i love love love how close kelli and me
have gotten. shes really my best friend. :]
ive been called a workaholic alot recently.
im not sure how i feel about that. like part
of me agress and part of me doesnt. yeah
i do have 2 jobs and i do work alot of hours
but i think in the long run really its making
me a stronger person. yeah i have my days
where it gets kind of crazy and i cant always
do stuff cuz im working. but i figure out ways
to still have fun. and im living my life the
way i want too.
honestly i love how my life is going. yeah
there is some shit in my life i dont like but
if i take away those few things everything
is going pretty damn well. if i save my money
how i should save it. ill be able to afford school
and when the time comes ill have money for
a car. cuz really when i think about it ive only got
like a year & half to save enough money for car
and i really want to have a jeep still. i just need
to be more aware of the money i spend each day.
my first year of college is almost over. only 11 more
days and im done. still trying to figure if im going to
take a spring/summer class. I need to figure that out
soon. i looked today but ive got some questions so i
need to make an appointment with an advisor at Macomb
to figure it out.