i want to quit school
today has freaking sucked!!!!
today was the first time since Junior year that i got upset over a test! i actually cried a majority of the way home over it. i havent gotten so upset over a test since like a math test or something junior year. i've been really good about not like getting upset over tests and just taking it all in. but today all because of my law test. i really want to be a lawyer and if i do horrible in law then how will i ever become a lawyer?
i suck at school really i do. the only As in ever get on tests are in Math and that is because it comes easy to come & i'm able to understand it. I never got an A on one of my tests in psych. i've never gotten an A on a test in Anatomy or creative writing. I just fail at school. For example, i studied like no other for anatomy and i thought i did really good on the midterm but i ended up getting a freaking C! i have the worst study habits on the face of the earth. and when i do study for a test like for an insane amount of time and i'm like i know everything. i'm ready to take it. i get the test in my hands and i forget EVERYTHING! just like today in law. i wish i knew what was wrong...
but this whole thing just makes me really wish i could be 5 again when everything was so simple and i didnt have to worry about anything but boys with cooties...
today was the first time since Junior year that i got upset over a test! i actually cried a majority of the way home over it. i havent gotten so upset over a test since like a math test or something junior year. i've been really good about not like getting upset over tests and just taking it all in. but today all because of my law test. i really want to be a lawyer and if i do horrible in law then how will i ever become a lawyer?
i suck at school really i do. the only As in ever get on tests are in Math and that is because it comes easy to come & i'm able to understand it. I never got an A on one of my tests in psych. i've never gotten an A on a test in Anatomy or creative writing. I just fail at school. For example, i studied like no other for anatomy and i thought i did really good on the midterm but i ended up getting a freaking C! i have the worst study habits on the face of the earth. and when i do study for a test like for an insane amount of time and i'm like i know everything. i'm ready to take it. i get the test in my hands and i forget EVERYTHING! just like today in law. i wish i knew what was wrong...
but this whole thing just makes me really wish i could be 5 again when everything was so simple and i didnt have to worry about anything but boys with cooties...