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i'm going lobstering tomorrow with jordan & his family.
i'm extremely nervous. they are all very outdoor-sy and pros at that stuff and i've never done it before and if i'm bad at it or scared i have to hide it as well as possible. i hope there isn't any tension and everything goes well. i want jordan to have fun so if anything uncomfortable does come up i have to hide it the best i can:/
school is just around the corner.
that freaks me out even more.
i'm extremely nervous. they are all very outdoor-sy and pros at that stuff and i've never done it before and if i'm bad at it or scared i have to hide it as well as possible. i hope there isn't any tension and everything goes well. i want jordan to have fun so if anything uncomfortable does come up i have to hide it the best i can:/
school is just around the corner.
that freaks me out even more.