i hate this part...

[sporktrd]

Everytime... it's the hardest part. I hated leaving her there tonight. I hate leaving her there any night. what i wouldn't give to just go up there, steal her away and just run off somewhere, never looking back. As long as I was with her, everything would work out, i just know it. I love her so much. This weekend was fun. I had a lot of me and her time, which is what i could always use. I'd do anything for her. I often dream about just holding her, feeling her skin on mine. knowing that she's there. Then I have to wake up and find that she's not there. It's the best feeling in the world waking up and seeing her there.

God I love her so much. words can't describe this feeling. It's better than any high. even coffee.

I love you so much baby. Stay with me forever.

Mike.