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I feel so fucking useless. I thought I hurt a friend, he acted like I didnt. I cant decide if he was lying or if I'm worthless. I've been discarded as meaningless. Nothing I said seemed to penetrate and now I cant stop crying. We were having a normal conversation and suddenly it just went to hell because I dont think before I speak. I never intend to hurt and it makes it so much worse that I think I did but he wouldnt talk about it, wouldnt let me try to make it better. I just feel crushed. I want to help so much, but all I seem to do is break things.