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today i learned something for real. growing up priests tell you that you shouldnt try to avenge shit thats happened in your life, cause its only gods place. i didnt exactly try to exact my vengance, but i tried to indirectly have someone fight somebody else. i honestly felt really bad about it afterward. i think the priests were right. youll never read this, and i wont ever tell you in person cause you honestly dont deserve it, what you did is fucking unacceptable, but im sorry, that was pretty shitty of me.