(no subject)
"The Blue Channel"
And I'm not so sure
if I'm sure of anything anymore
Well this is the last night (this is the last night)
that you'll be keepin'
secrets from me
Just hit the lights before you leave
you know, the million things you had to say
sorry just, just might have found it's way in there
somehow, someway
But don't worry sweetie
cause I already know
And I'm not so sure
if I'm sure of anything anymore
Well this is the last night (this is the last night)
that you'll be keepin'
secrets from me
And you're so guilty it's disgusting
He's been sneakin underneath your sheets
and your hands
have been in places that they probably shouldn't go
but don't worry sweetie
cause I already know
Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call
Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call
(this is, this is the last time i still wait for your call)
Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call
(honestly, honestly, honestly, honestly)
Do you know what your girl's been up to?
"There's No "I" In Team"
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friends means you get what you deserve!!!
"Bike Scene"
I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
not to let you know
I never, never...
You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
Anyway... yeah
"Timberwolves At New Jersey"
Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing
Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)
You have it or you
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin
Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go
Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't
This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the worst
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Intentions, don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse
Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!
now for the convo..
TheTasteOf Ink35: hi
SinisStarGurl153: hey wuts up?
TheTasteOf Ink35: not much you?
SinisStarGurl153: nothing
TheTasteOf Ink35: pfpfpf
SinisStarGurl153: lol
TheTasteOf Ink35: i don't think i am going to talk to erik about that stuff anymore hah
SinisStarGurl153: lol
TheTasteOf Ink35: we can just forget it was said
SinisStarGurl153: um ok
SinisStarGurl153: :-\
TheTasteOf Ink35: i just don't know If I can deal with teh sarieness
SinisStarGurl153: yea
SinisStarGurl153: u shouldnt have to
TheTasteOf Ink35: i mean, if she's out of the picture for real, then yeah I'll try lol
TheTasteOf Ink35: I don't think he likes me anyways
SinisStarGurl153: dont be like that
SinisStarGurl153: i think he does
TheTasteOf Ink35: I don't know how to find out
TheTasteOf Ink35: :-\
SinisStarGurl153: u hafta ask him
SinisStarGurl153: but yea
SinisStarGurl153: wait
TheTasteOf Ink35: ?
SinisStarGurl153: wait to talk 2 him bout it
TheTasteOf Ink35: till when
SinisStarGurl153: i dunno
SinisStarGurl153: just a lil bit
TheTasteOf Ink35: this is me with the words on the tip of my tounge and my eye through the scope down the barrel of a gun
TheTasteOf Ink35: lol
TheTasteOf Ink35: i love that line
SinisStarGurl153: lol
TheTasteOf Ink35: grrrr
TheTasteOf Ink35: I seriously hate this like I think i shall stab myself
TheTasteOf Ink35: I'm not saposed to like him wtf
SinisStarGurl153: its ok tho
SinisStarGurl153: its erik
SinisStarGurl153: !
TheTasteOf Ink35: exactly
SinisStarGurl153: *sigj*
TheTasteOf Ink35: erik is friend, best friend.. lol you just cant do that.
SinisStarGurl153: *sigh*
SinisStarGurl153: umm
SinisStarGurl153: *cough cough* me n corey *cough cough*
TheTasteOf Ink35: thats different
SinisStarGurl153: noits not
SinisStarGurl153: lol
SinisStarGurl153: *no its
TheTasteOf Ink35: you've been completely in love with him the whole time
SinisStarGurl153: yea
SinisStarGurl153: so its different
SinisStarGurl153: :-\
TheTasteOf Ink35: i've liked erik since, I think two weekends before mike broke up with me
TheTasteOf Ink35: lol I know the exact moment I realized it too
SinisStarGurl153: lol
TheTasteOf Ink35: *loser*
SinisStarGurl153: :-P
SinisStarGurl153: umm i need to tell u sumthing
TheTasteOf Ink35: okay
SinisStarGurl153: and u cant get mad
TheTasteOf Ink35: alright..
SinisStarGurl153: corey thinks u've changed since u got bak from FL
SinisStarGurl153: and i think so too..
SinisStarGurl153: once u came bak... u kinda dont talk 2 us anymore...
SinisStarGurl153: and u just act weird
TheTasteOf Ink35: weird as in how?
SinisStarGurl153: and corey said he doesnt think ur acting like a friend anymore
SinisStarGurl153: (w/e that means)
SinisStarGurl153: i dunno
SinisStarGurl153: just different then u were b4
TheTasteOf Ink35: i've acted different all year
SinisStarGurl153: yea but it seems different now then it was when u left
TheTasteOf Ink35: well you can tell Corey, that it's got nothing to do with you or him. I've got a lot on my mind all the time, i mean I'm always worried about my grandma,and the mike thing, and you know when mike broke up with me Corey kind of stopped talking to me because I was acting too sad.
SinisStarGurl153: yea
TheTasteOf Ink35: the only person who make efforts to talk to me was erik
TheTasteOf Ink35: literally
TheTasteOf Ink35: and seth.. l
TheTasteOf Ink35: lol
SinisStarGurl153: o
SinisStarGurl153: im sorry
SinisStarGurl153: i jsut dont no wut to say when sum1 is sad without makin it worse
TheTasteOf Ink35: it wasn't you
SinisStarGurl153: and i tryed but u didnt really feel like talkin
TheTasteOf Ink35: I know I haven't been a good friend to anyone really, it's really kind of selfish, but I'd rather just have my solitude than have to act happy for everyone
SinisStarGurl153: yea
SinisStarGurl153: i understand
SinisStarGurl153: but u dont hafta change for anyone
SinisStarGurl153: we all like u how u are
SinisStarGurl153: well at least ino i do
TheTasteOf Ink35: people tell me they don't like me if I'm not happy
TheTasteOf Ink35: how am I saposed to feel about that
SinisStarGurl153: i dont know
TheTasteOf Ink35: heather for example, she was saposed to be my best friend, and she flat out told me to my face that she hated how I was now, and If I couldn't get over it soon she didn't want to be friends
SinisStarGurl153: omg my mom is flippin out
TheTasteOf Ink35: why
SinisStarGurl153: wow
SinisStarGurl153: omg
SinisStarGurl153: cuz im on the comp
TheTasteOf Ink35: lol
SinisStarGurl153: i should go
SinisStarGurl153: ill ttyl
TheTasteOf Ink35: k. bye
SinisStarGurl153: sorry
SinisStarGurl153: :-\
SinisStarGurl153: byebye
TheTasteOf Ink35: hey wait
TheTasteOf Ink35: can you send me that whole convo.. lol I meant to save it but I closed the window
SinisStarGurl153: *i like u no matter what* just remember that! :-)
SinisStarGurl153: this convo?
TheTasteOf Ink35: yea