Oct 09, 2005 01:45
yea, so there was this taco right?
i dont know. O man! john and i got into a fight tonight about how Spike from Cowboy Bebop is totally black.
He is...don't try to deny it.
Yeah...we were totally blazed, it was awesome. ^_^. Anyway, last night i went over to Matt's house and i thought that i was going to be out by midnight, but my dad ended up not commin to get me because he got sick, so by the time i left it was already 1:30. hehe...that was fun.
John acted all sad tho...i felt bad.
I can't seem to detach myself from him. (we're on a "break" as of the day before yesterday which we are sucking at breaking it) But yea...i need to get a life. Oh, and on thursday, i went to grab my jacket over at Isaac's house and John wanted to come in with me which made me a little uncomfortable, but its ok. Then when i got home, i found an email from isaac on myspace and he was all like "god, shelby, your such a BITCH! I dont even want to talk to you anymore, nor even acknowledge you." I admit it, i can be a dirty whore, and i do stupid crap, but this kid was flippin shit after john following me into his house. Granted, i would have done the same thing, but to tell me that you never want to speak to me again, nor even acknowledge my presence is pretty dramatic. Ahhh...he is such the woman sometimes. Oh well, i dont have to deal with his shit, he doesnt have to deal with mine. Even trade i guess. Even so, i do still have feelings for him and that made it a lot more complicated to say goodbye. It's not my fault he's an asshole.
Meanwhile back on the farm...
I think that I have a crush on Matt...but dammit! i want to be single for a little while! At least! but i have to admit that i am pretty codependent and if Matt were to ask me out, i would probably absolutely say yes. hehe. But other than that my life is pretty much uneventful...
So, when i was chillin with Matt on friday, one of his friends that was over there also thought that my name was Zesty and that is now definitely my new nickname. ^_^. Zesty...yesh...
~moo