Nov 15, 2004 15:48
i love how when anyone dies, people suddenly then (and only then i might add) does everyone say how greaty they were, and how they love theire music and all this, and now everyone can go buy theyre albums...
fucKKK you, they say ppl die in 3's. well heres 3 ODB, Rick James, and Johnny Cash.
and now, the very same people that would complain when i played or talked well of any of the three above, are all saying how its shitty they died, and how great they were. fuck you, and fuck your only frends that you so happened to live the same life as. im not going into detail about any of this, but there are certain people that piss me off right now, for the above reasons, and many more, on top of the fact that im once again. theire frend, yet i have nothgin to do with them or theire lifes, im there when they want to hang out, or when they feel like stopping by, or when they need someone to just spend time with or anything
im pretty sure ive said more than i planned and revealed identeties to those they refer to. even though i said i didnt want to. but keep in mind i could say so much more. and wish too. but they wouldnt believe me, they would think im crazy. but coincidence + coincidence = subconcious intent.
they would tell me im just jealous, or bitter, well fuck yeah i am. but thats not the point. ive been bitter and jealous long before this.
get a life... get your own life. stop trying to live parralell to your "friends". whata re you afraid of? being left out? left out in the ways i have been for the past 22 years? wouldnt that be horribble?