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GRRRRRRRR...I fucken hate Senior Ball. Fuck it....I'm not going. My dad is being an ass and saying that we have waited till the last minute to make plans and such...hmmmm....maybe its cause half of our group told us today to get our own limo if we don't like what they are planning...so guess what thats what we did. BUT...I wasn't really pissed about that part....cause we basically were planning on doing that when things started going down hill. Too bad my dad was being an ass about the whole date thing. I fucken hate when he is an asshole *which can be a lot of time* Well thank you dad for pointing out that i havn't gotten a date yet and that I probably never will....that really helps my self-esteme. FUCK YOU! So I told him I wasn't going to go anymore *I'm not sure if that is true or not* but yea....if I don't have a date soon I am just not gonna go and prove my dad right that i will never have a date. I just wish he wasn't such an ass. and I thought he said that Justin *my dad's friend's son* said that he would go with me if I don't have a date....but I guess that isn't going to happen....I guess it boils down to the fact that I am ugly and no one wants to go with me. This fucken sucks! I hella wanted to go this year cause I didn't get to go to Junior Prom...and I pissed that I didn't get to go to that...oh I remember...my dad told me I couldn't go because I didn't have a date. *grrrrrrrr* Well I am sure you are tired of reading this....but pllllllease if anyone has suggestions let me know! Cause right now isn't the happiest of times with me....my dad has brought my self-esteme lower then it was.
Nicole =(
Nicole =(