May 28, 2009 14:33
The senior issue of our school paper came out today, and it seriously made me tear up. This sounds sort of lame, but I really am going to miss everyone. Not so much my close friends, because, duh, I'll still see them, but the people that I don't know so well. Like, the people that you've seen around or had in a few classes, but never really bonded with, but maybe you planned to? I will miss those people, and those chances.
And, I guess. Reading the articles that the seniors in the paper wrote about how much being in newspaper taught them, and made them who they are today, it makes me wish that I'd been more involved in school activities. Not sports, but I should have done more theater, or joined yearbook or paper. So that's my regret for high school. Oh jeez.
Speaking of theater, that class was a cryfest today, which was somewhat draining. I'll miss it.
So anyway, my goal for college is to be more involved. Even if I have to join something by myself (scary!).
Ugh all that angst about this being senior year has never affected me much. Now it has all caught up with me and I need to go cry it out or something.
This entry is really not as serious as it may sound.
goals,
nostalgia,
school,
angst