What it does to me deep down inside I hope you will never know.

May 03, 2005 20:16

Everything is moving really fast right now, so fast that I've become an emotionally numb drone, completing my daily tasks. This has its advantages, but also its draw backs.

Research is eating me alive, just butcher in general, but for the first time in a long time, I feel effcient. English is going wonderfully, and I'm looking for some actors if anyones interested. I have a movie to film this weekend, and I need a holden. Someone real tall with short hair. Any suggestions? I also need a decent greaser... I was thinking Regan might be good for that. Oh man, Zito if you're reading this, are you any good of an actor? You might suffice as a Holden if you'll let me mess with your hair. Actually Phil might be more effective. I dunno I dunno... comment if you are Mark/Mark/Phil, or if you think you'd make a better/know of a better Holden.

I started training for swim season, and it feels real good to be working out again. This weekend seems jam packed beyond belief and everything is just on overdrive right now. Time is flying so fast and this year is nearly over.

I'm going to throw up in a moment.

Life's been really rough on me lately, and things are hitting me hard. I hate memories, nostalgia, Lake Shore, Michigan, my mother and father, I hate almost everything right now. What ever happened to that peaceful hippie?

Erica killed her... right?

Its time to work more. I'll be up all night at this rate.
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