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do you ever get that feeling that we started in the middle
or have you ever had the since that we've been lying just a little.
i mean come on its not like we've none ourselves that long.
do you ever feel that you, as a individual, could change so many things about this society, America, sca, your church, your home..
you were called to change things, yet you have no idea where to start.
i have no idea where to start.
God has really been tugging at my heart, to start a ministry for suicidal teens.
a friend i knew this year, killed her self. i know so many people, that know people that killed themselves. and the majority of them were females and 16 or 15.
my mother say that "these children should just know that tomorrow is a new day, and that these problems will not last forever"
well, yes Christians know that. but unbelievers may not.
my friend ari, who committed suicide almost three months ago, was the happiest person i have ever met. she would constantly make people laugh and she had that sarcastic humor. she claimed to be a catholic.
one time she asked me to go to the grocery store with her to buy a pregnancy test because she thought she was pregnant.
ari didn't get along with her parents. her mother was never home, and her family was broken.
i replied to my mom "yeah mom, but you have to understand that teens dont think that these problems with their family are ever going to end, because their family is the one thing that is suppose to love them unconditionally.
they dont know that this will past."
ari, was found hung in her room, not dead yet. they put her on life support.
they took her off, because she was brain dead already, and her sister was out of town so she wanted to see her one last time.
the thing that kills me the most is that ari wasn't saved.
i think someone wants to do this ministry with me. but i don't know who yet. i can just feel it.
i had no intention is writing this in my live journal, but it just sort of happened.
i need Gods guidance, i dont know where to start. i know its not just this ministry Gods calling me to do.
yeah.
or have you ever had the since that we've been lying just a little.
i mean come on its not like we've none ourselves that long.
do you ever feel that you, as a individual, could change so many things about this society, America, sca, your church, your home..
you were called to change things, yet you have no idea where to start.
i have no idea where to start.
God has really been tugging at my heart, to start a ministry for suicidal teens.
a friend i knew this year, killed her self. i know so many people, that know people that killed themselves. and the majority of them were females and 16 or 15.
my mother say that "these children should just know that tomorrow is a new day, and that these problems will not last forever"
well, yes Christians know that. but unbelievers may not.
my friend ari, who committed suicide almost three months ago, was the happiest person i have ever met. she would constantly make people laugh and she had that sarcastic humor. she claimed to be a catholic.
one time she asked me to go to the grocery store with her to buy a pregnancy test because she thought she was pregnant.
ari didn't get along with her parents. her mother was never home, and her family was broken.
i replied to my mom "yeah mom, but you have to understand that teens dont think that these problems with their family are ever going to end, because their family is the one thing that is suppose to love them unconditionally.
they dont know that this will past."
ari, was found hung in her room, not dead yet. they put her on life support.
they took her off, because she was brain dead already, and her sister was out of town so she wanted to see her one last time.
the thing that kills me the most is that ari wasn't saved.
i think someone wants to do this ministry with me. but i don't know who yet. i can just feel it.
i had no intention is writing this in my live journal, but it just sort of happened.
i need Gods guidance, i dont know where to start. i know its not just this ministry Gods calling me to do.
yeah.