any final thoughts
the school year is over
I am a Junior
i have had so many ups and downs
i have made so many new friends
wow, i have learned so much this year
and i've grown up a little more
this year has been crazy so much drama what the hell i hope next year is better
i think it's cause of all the new people i have talked to and got to know, you always make new friends, but i think i have lost some this year too, or i know i have but who really cares that was a whole spooty situation anyfart
i have learned so much from it though, i've learned to let things go by, i've learned not to care when bad things happen, i've learned that just cause you think someone is smart doesn't nessisarly mean that they are right, i've learned that i need to not be so serious, i've learned i need to work harder, i've learned that everyone means so much to me, i've learned how to live and probably how i'm going to live for the rest of my life, the way i think and act have been defined by this year
i think i really have grown up a lot, although i may be a little more immature in my personalitly, i really have grown up a lot
i know that cause i don't want a driver's licence/a job now
i don't know although i've said that this year sucked, it really didn't, i mean there were ups and downs but i mean it wasn't good or bad, it was ok
i think it was a little bad cause i think i'm drifting from Norby, i mean i would love to hang out with her but i'm scared to talk about anything with her now, we probably wont see eachother at all this summer and i'm scared to call, i mean she can call, but today i was talking to her but she wasn't really responding, and she had the Ipod on, she asked how life was, and so of corse i said it sucked, (i never really mean it) life is always ok, i mean it could be better, it could be worse, whatever it doesn't really matter
but then she asked why and i said no reason, i could have kept the conversation going but i guess i didn't want to cause i feel like i can't talk to her about anything, but i guess she can't talk to me about anything cause she never does
it's kinda depressing once you think about it
but whatever people move on, maybe next year we can talk more, and hang out more
but next year is going to be better, i'll study more, do better in school and now that i have a grasp on how to get by i wont be so sensitive
~Kirby
quote of the day: "life is what you make of it"-i don't know
I am a Junior
i have had so many ups and downs
i have made so many new friends
wow, i have learned so much this year
and i've grown up a little more
this year has been crazy so much drama what the hell i hope next year is better
i think it's cause of all the new people i have talked to and got to know, you always make new friends, but i think i have lost some this year too, or i know i have but who really cares that was a whole spooty situation anyfart
i have learned so much from it though, i've learned to let things go by, i've learned not to care when bad things happen, i've learned that just cause you think someone is smart doesn't nessisarly mean that they are right, i've learned that i need to not be so serious, i've learned i need to work harder, i've learned that everyone means so much to me, i've learned how to live and probably how i'm going to live for the rest of my life, the way i think and act have been defined by this year
i think i really have grown up a lot, although i may be a little more immature in my personalitly, i really have grown up a lot
i know that cause i don't want a driver's licence/a job now
i don't know although i've said that this year sucked, it really didn't, i mean there were ups and downs but i mean it wasn't good or bad, it was ok
i think it was a little bad cause i think i'm drifting from Norby, i mean i would love to hang out with her but i'm scared to talk about anything with her now, we probably wont see eachother at all this summer and i'm scared to call, i mean she can call, but today i was talking to her but she wasn't really responding, and she had the Ipod on, she asked how life was, and so of corse i said it sucked, (i never really mean it) life is always ok, i mean it could be better, it could be worse, whatever it doesn't really matter
but then she asked why and i said no reason, i could have kept the conversation going but i guess i didn't want to cause i feel like i can't talk to her about anything, but i guess she can't talk to me about anything cause she never does
it's kinda depressing once you think about it
but whatever people move on, maybe next year we can talk more, and hang out more
but next year is going to be better, i'll study more, do better in school and now that i have a grasp on how to get by i wont be so sensitive
~Kirby
quote of the day: "life is what you make of it"-i don't know