moving on sucks
leaving all that i've gained in such a short time it really punching me in the face. i went from having pretty shitty friends who could give a shit less about me, and care more about the fucking drama in life, to having five of the most caring, loving, best friends i've ever had. one of which i didn't even expect to ever have a good friendship anymore, let alone questioning how much i care for and love her. it is really hard, but i've got to...not move on but just extend what i've got, and gained over summer to my life now. i seriously don't want to lose ANYTHING or anyone i've come to know over this summer. and for christ's sake, who would have thought i could have gained so much, learned to love and live so much more, over one short little fucking summer. this has been the best summmer of my life, and it just sucks that here i am with no one i know and everything that we all had is so far away. if only time could freeze at a month ago, there would be none of this. but here WE are. we are moving through this together and if we can get through this, just think of how much stronger WE will be, together.
So long sweet summer.
So long sweet summer.