"And it's not gonna be alright. Not for me, she's gone."
Why is this so hard? Why did the time go by so fast? It feels like everything I did with her is gone, and there's no way of getting it back. It hurts me to even think about not having her around and seeing her every day, being greeted with a big hug and a smile. I know I still have the whole summer coming up, but I know that's gonna fly by too. God damnit. I have no idea what to do. I never imagined it would be this hard.