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So..livejournal is for bitching right? Because I'm going to take all my shit out on here and hope it helps..because I have so much built up shit from this whole here, all I think is about the past and how bad everything sucks right now and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I swear, I'm losing it..I have all these jumbled thoughts of love and hate. I'm just so sick of being hurt when I know I don't deserve it, but apparently it's all I get..so maybe I'm doing something wrong? I dk. Idk how much longer I can handle this bullshit..Idk what I'm going to do next..I'm so hostile.