Jul 27, 2005 10:34
Idk, everythings been really weird lately.
Me and Stephanie are together now.
I live with her.
I work at Mcdonalds and TacoBell.
Me and Lisa grew apart and now I know she's doing really stupid things..it's so obvious. I've heard her talk about doing two different things with two different people and now I'm worried about her. I hate the person she's turned into and now I'm really disgusted in her. Idk wtf to do with her or how to deal with things,everythings so fucked up and no one knows how I feel about anything. I honestly don't know how I feel either..I'm so numb, I really am. I'm numb, and blindly happy. I don't even know what the hell to say anymore..I lost respect in so many people..even myself.