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[spoonoutmyhrtx]

Dude, I can tell already that my birthday is going to suck so bad. I think I'm going to squirt some out of my vag tomorrow..I can tell..I've been so damn emotional. Plus, I've been thinking lately and something I'm probably going to do is going to bother me so much but whatever..I think it's for the best and I love the person I'm doing it for and all I want is her to be happy and not mess things up. Idk..I probably won't even do it..I guess just see the way things go.

I'm going to go smoke a cigarette with big thing.

I hope I'm not making a mistake.