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So, I guess only two people really only care about me. They were the only ones that responded to my last post and showed me what i needed to know. This hasnt been a very good time in anybody's life right now. Maria, Jeanine, and I have all given up on the guys we like and dont really care for liking anyone else right now. They both insist that they are extremely ugly which is so wrong. They are so beutiful, you have no idea. They are 1 million times prettier than me and thats alot because im not pretty at all. Ahmed thinks different though. all I hear from him everyday all day is that im very hot and pretty and cute and foxy. Then to top it off i get blowed kisses to all the time. i hate it. i dont like when people lie to me telling me things that arent true. everybody knows that im not pretty and cute but they insist on telling me everyday. I cant handle getting told everyday that im fucking butt ugly, then go to OMG YOUR SO PRETTY! and getting kisses blowed to me. no, it just doesnt work that way. When ever someone tells me that im pretty or something it just makes things feel worse. *sigh* whatever