What Jamee likes and doesnt.
Im really tired of school. I fucking hate it. I hate how 1st lunch is really boring and i dont see my friends anymore because i had to switch into 1st lunch. I hate how Dane gets on my nerves, I hate how Dave is really weird and kept blowing kisses to me today and telling me i was pretty. I hate when people say that im pretty. I hate that people take my picture when i dont know because i wont let them take one of me. I like how Candy came and hugged me at school and we hugged eachother. I love that girl she rocks. I hate how I always push myself away from people from the fear that im just going to get hurt anyways. I hate how i have to decide between people, it makes things really hard. I hate how im scared that school is almost over and before i know it im going to be alone and graduated. I hate how I feel that im going to grow up and be a cat woman and be all by myself. I love how I have friends that i didnt even know that i had. I hate when people care. but I love when people care. I love how cassie is really nice to me now and we are friends again even though she trys to get me high alot. I think its funny that all the potheads in my class want to smoke me out because ive never smoked before. they want to know how I would act. I hate how people assume that I smoke weed. I hate that i miss every fight our school has. I hate that DJ and I never talk anymore. its makes me kinda sad. I hate how maria always wants me to take off my sweatshirts. I hate when dave always wants to trade me because he is tiny. I hate how i make lists like this. But I love how I love you. <3
I havent been feeling very well. I have been very tired lately but i have been eating more so dont worry maria. I eat breakfast now....well sometimes. Im just never hungary during the day. and when i try to eat it makes me feel sick. My back hurts. I hope I can actually Fall asleep tonight. I got NO sleep last night so i ended up just listening to my cd player and ran my batteries dead so i didnt have any today. I love how in the past 4 days i have gotten more exercise than in the past year. it feels great. It makes me feel more energized during the day. I almost fell asleep today during class. I didnt get in trouble all day. I didnt finish my essay....I didnt even start it. Its due tomorrow. greeeaaat. i really want to go to bed. My hair is all goofy. I feel like a little kid. I think that i have matured alot since last year. I feel better behaved this year and more focused. I feel tired so im going to bed. Sorry that my posts arent interesting.
I havent been feeling very well. I have been very tired lately but i have been eating more so dont worry maria. I eat breakfast now....well sometimes. Im just never hungary during the day. and when i try to eat it makes me feel sick. My back hurts. I hope I can actually Fall asleep tonight. I got NO sleep last night so i ended up just listening to my cd player and ran my batteries dead so i didnt have any today. I love how in the past 4 days i have gotten more exercise than in the past year. it feels great. It makes me feel more energized during the day. I almost fell asleep today during class. I didnt get in trouble all day. I didnt finish my essay....I didnt even start it. Its due tomorrow. greeeaaat. i really want to go to bed. My hair is all goofy. I feel like a little kid. I think that i have matured alot since last year. I feel better behaved this year and more focused. I feel tired so im going to bed. Sorry that my posts arent interesting.