Apr 05, 2005 13:57
I just got home from school, its beautiful out. Too bad i was locked in there all day. I wish I could enjoy this weather the way it was intended to be enjoyed....maybe i'll take a walk later. I kinda wish I had a job, cuz after school I have nothing to occupy myself with. I know once I get a job I'll take that statement back five million times. I was soo unbelievably angry in school today, like somewhere after 6th period i was just fuming mad. I know I can't control things, but yeah, some people deserve to get bit in the ass by karma, and i dont even believe in that shit. Just thinking about it makes me sick, I'm not ready to be happy for anyone yet. Idk if thats being bitchy, but w/e. Why were soo many people absent today?...i wish i didnt have so many days out. I cant wait till highschools over, because im just getting fed up more and more. I wanna be a new girl, in a new school, have new expectations, and new experiences.
"here i am a poster board pinup for you to hate,
someone who once cared now nothing is holding me back.
i am no more an image of what you thought i should be,
the choice you've made and forced upon me.
so go on and hate me if you must, but honestly i don't give a fuck.
with my friends by my side i can get through anything,
with you on my side we can destroy everything."