Poop
To day is one of those days though its been building up for some time now. It happens come evening, i feel sick, my tummy hurts, or my heads killing me, or I'm really tired, or I'm this that and everything else. I feel too much. But today its left over from last night.. I can feel it in my head when I wake up.
I want to meet new people so I get involved in things and as it turns out people suck. They always seem ok and then they suck. There are a few good ones but they are busy. I want to move but can't afford to..move to where? As if people are some how not stupid other places? I just need like minded poeple... people who care who share who embrace who see who feel who listen who can relate.
I'm tired of this. I don't get it. I can't get it. I can't make pretend. I don't want to pretend. I need people. I'm a people person. I like going some place and having a great conversation and never seeing that person again... I'm a good conversation slut, a one night conversation stand. It's like after that theres too much to hate. Laura says it's because I'm too judgmental and critcal of people... but I think it's just due to the fact that so many people are such idiots and ass holes I choose not to deal with it.
Life is too short for me to surround my self with stupid people who choose not to live well and complain about it and be self pitting/loathing. I say no to bullshit!
I also say yes to... oh well thats besides the point. I wanna ice cream sammich! STAT!
I want to meet new people so I get involved in things and as it turns out people suck. They always seem ok and then they suck. There are a few good ones but they are busy. I want to move but can't afford to..move to where? As if people are some how not stupid other places? I just need like minded poeple... people who care who share who embrace who see who feel who listen who can relate.
I'm tired of this. I don't get it. I can't get it. I can't make pretend. I don't want to pretend. I need people. I'm a people person. I like going some place and having a great conversation and never seeing that person again... I'm a good conversation slut, a one night conversation stand. It's like after that theres too much to hate. Laura says it's because I'm too judgmental and critcal of people... but I think it's just due to the fact that so many people are such idiots and ass holes I choose not to deal with it.
Life is too short for me to surround my self with stupid people who choose not to live well and complain about it and be self pitting/loathing. I say no to bullshit!
I also say yes to... oh well thats besides the point. I wanna ice cream sammich! STAT!