Old Friend
And I've returned...
It's been quite sometime now and i feel that now is as good a time as any to rekindle my dying/dead relationship with my beloved livejournal. Special thanks to
socakid825for reminding me that it exists.
So what can i say? i need a friend. not someone to take shopping and do lunch, but rather someone who can listen to my bitching. Someone who is always willing to lend an open ear. You see, my mouth, once again has gotten me into some trouble. being that i'm a sagittarian this is quite standard. My mind is always working and my mouth is processing thoughts and turning them into words faster than i can blink. NOT a good thing. i've become quite accustomed to the taste of my own foot.
At least now, my dear LiveJournal, i have an outlet. and maybe my mouth can take a rest.
i'll inform you that this is one of MANY in a series of means by which to "better myself". A task that is not easily accomplished. i might even say that it's impossible. but i don't believe that anything is impossible.
I'm in a hole right now....maybe even my grave. But i have not completely given up hope. i've hit rock bottom. therefor i can only get better. yes? yes. i have nothing left to show for myself anf nothing left to give, but i do have hope. and that's where everything starts. so i'm in a relitively good position already.
Now i'm not dying or recovering from some trauma thats left me mamed for life, but i have undergone a great deal of emotional hurt, heartache, mental abuse, qeustioning of life and my existence, and all kinds of other good stuff that plagues us during this formative time we call our early 20's. my problems are not greater than anyone else's, or even comparible. i'm simply just like everyone else. i'm going through what everyone else goes through (with certain exceptions of course). sometimes it's major, sometimes minor. either way, it's reality to me. and it's my life
here it is
It's been quite sometime now and i feel that now is as good a time as any to rekindle my dying/dead relationship with my beloved livejournal. Special thanks to
socakid825for reminding me that it exists.
So what can i say? i need a friend. not someone to take shopping and do lunch, but rather someone who can listen to my bitching. Someone who is always willing to lend an open ear. You see, my mouth, once again has gotten me into some trouble. being that i'm a sagittarian this is quite standard. My mind is always working and my mouth is processing thoughts and turning them into words faster than i can blink. NOT a good thing. i've become quite accustomed to the taste of my own foot.
At least now, my dear LiveJournal, i have an outlet. and maybe my mouth can take a rest.
i'll inform you that this is one of MANY in a series of means by which to "better myself". A task that is not easily accomplished. i might even say that it's impossible. but i don't believe that anything is impossible.
I'm in a hole right now....maybe even my grave. But i have not completely given up hope. i've hit rock bottom. therefor i can only get better. yes? yes. i have nothing left to show for myself anf nothing left to give, but i do have hope. and that's where everything starts. so i'm in a relitively good position already.
Now i'm not dying or recovering from some trauma thats left me mamed for life, but i have undergone a great deal of emotional hurt, heartache, mental abuse, qeustioning of life and my existence, and all kinds of other good stuff that plagues us during this formative time we call our early 20's. my problems are not greater than anyone else's, or even comparible. i'm simply just like everyone else. i'm going through what everyone else goes through (with certain exceptions of course). sometimes it's major, sometimes minor. either way, it's reality to me. and it's my life
here it is