woops
Went to Texas Roadhouse last night with Josh, Brittany, Travis, and Emily. Had a good time overall, but there was just one moment of extra-weirdness. Sitting around, playing with the giant steak knife that they give you, and Josh made a joke about stabbing me with it. I flipped it around in my hand and presented the handle to him, stood up, and said "Do it fucker! You'll be the second person to stick a fuckin' knife in my heart in the last four days!" Woops indeed...I meant it as a joke and realized I'd been way, way too serious about it as the entire restaurant was silent and staring at me, plus I was shaking. I did the only thing I could do; sat down and tried to laugh it off. It was to no avail though, I'm fairly certain that everyone thought I'd gone crazy, especially the family seated next to us. I guess my control is slipping, I need to watch myself.